urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision Reef Reef 2004-09-29T13:54:55Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:19154 2004-09-29T13:54:55Z 2004-09-29T13:54:55Z yeah so i have a new journal.<br /><br />livejournal.com/~__radioflyer__<br /><br />it is friends only.<br />i only believe that my closest friends should be able to read what i write.<br /><br />so if you are one of my good friends,<br />please comment and you will be added<br /><br />&lt;3<br />REEF urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:18931 2004-09-23T16:31:27Z 2004-09-23T16:31:27Z Yesterday I had class from 11-1220. After, me, mitch and tiff went to the bank to visit jamie. then we went to the woodbridge shoprite to see christyna and get something to eat. at 4 i went to work until 9. it was ok i guess. broze and tiff came to chill w/ me on my break which was cool. after work, chilled with broze, mitch, and christyna. it was fun...ended up calling a bunch of people last night but they didnt pick up. i even had zuppy try. we ended up going to rahway, which was pretty cool. kinda scary, but cool. went back to broze's and just...umm hung out. then QC to go talk to kevin. he probably thought we were all fucking weird lol. dropped broze off and the rest of us went to pank. i was so fucking hungry. after that, passed the fuck out.<br /><br />don't know what im doing today. all i know is that i have to clean. i should get on that.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:18672 2004-09-20T16:21:00Z 2004-09-20T16:21:00Z had work from 4-9. it was fun. got to work in courtesy w/ brian and steve. after work, i talked to laura and she told me what she said to kim. haha funny shit. then mitch and i left and went to QC to see kevin. then we just drove around and left notes on todd, zuppy and gozicks cars. it was fun.<br /><br />today i have school from 2-5...then i am supposed to hang out w/ chaz. so we will see how that goes.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:18315 2004-09-18T16:46:54Z 2004-09-18T16:46:54Z last night i went out to dinner with my dad to a pizza place in islin (sp). it was cool. his whole town is infested with indians though which is a little crazy.<br /><br />later on mitch picked me up and we went to the park to meet up with caitlin, carissa, brian, steve, jeff, anthony, shawn and danielle. it was fun. around 12:30 shawn let me drive his car to drop off carissa. he was not incapable of driving in any way, i just wanted to drive. after we dropped her off, we went to borough hall to wait for the others. chilled for a little bit longer then i went home.<br /><br />saw moat, pat and russian last night :)<br /><br />today i have to work 2-7 which should be fucking fun. except not at all. have no clue what im doing tonight. guess i will just have to wing it.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:18156 2004-09-16T17:17:51Z 2004-09-16T17:17:51Z Thursday-Cross out the Eyes yesterday worked from 3-8. it was ok i guess. then chilled w/ mitch, nick and matt for a little while. i love hanging out with those boys. dropped them off at home then chilled with christina and stacie. i missed them soooo much. when we met up w/ them, stacie comes up to me crying. so i gave her a hug and tried to find out what was wrong. it was a guy but i had no idea that she was drunk. so it was pretty funny. so now it was about 2:30 in the morning and we had absolutely nothing to do. so i went online and barry and i started talking. he wanted to chillax and so did we, so we picked him up. ended up hanging w/ him for 2 hours. it was fun. i got to step foot in the infamous garage and we all went to lawrence harbor. dropped him off and passed the fuck out.<br /><br />overall, it was a good night. i enjoyed chillen w/ the people i chilled w/...<br /><br />anyways, today i have to clean basically my whole fucking house. should be fun and time consuming. then mitch and i said we would order pizza hut so we could see stacie. at some point today, mitch is going to want to go to QC, cause Kevin/Roy/Arthur/Matt/Anthony (haha) is there. Then later tonight, i am going out to eat w/ my dad.<br /><br />yeah so i have to go so i can get this cleaning shit over w/.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:17868 2004-09-14T11:11:58Z 2004-09-14T11:11:58Z <table style="font-family : Arial, Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; border-collapse: collapse; border: 1px solid black;" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" align="center"><form action="http://memegen.net/viewmeme.pl?meme=1074688516" method="POST"><tr><th colspan="2" bgcolor="#000000"><font color="#DDDD88">My lj wedding by chynafox</font></th></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #FFFFFF;">username</span></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #000000;"><input type="text" name="armored_username" value="lacking_vision" size="20"></span></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#333333" style="border: 1px solid black;"><span style="color: #FFFFFF;">age</span></td><td 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2004-09-13T15:04:21Z 2004-09-13T15:04:21Z so friday night was fun as hell. went to steves and drank a whole bottle of malibu. yeah...that was a lot. i fell all over the floor. even in between kyles legs (don't ask lol). i was supposed to wait for the malibu until brian got there (we were supposed to have a shot contest), but tommy showed up so i drank w/ him. overall, the party kicked some ass. then mitch and i went to nicks house until 5:30. it was us, nick, matt b., bish, and ogrady. <br /><br />saturday night, i worked from 6-10. it was ok. then went to boob's house for a little party. it was me, mitch, nick, matt, bish, ogrady, boob, greg and adam. got a little tipsy and made a fool of myself. but that is the best part of drinking hehe. left there around 3:30. mitch drove her car and i drove matt's because he was fucking gone. then we all went to QC. good night also.<br /><br />last night i got out of work at 8:30. broze picked me up and we chillaxed for a while. we met up w/ zuppy and gozick. they were riding bikes and holding onto the car. funny stuff. when mitch got out at 10, we just drove around. went to QC so she could see her man lol.<br /><br />yeah so today i have fucking school but only one class. even though its three hours long. but i dont have work today. so that is cool.<br /><br />yeah so i am going to go. i don't really kow what else to write about.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:16690 2004-09-11T00:00:20Z 2004-09-11T00:00:20Z my husband-on the way down what up ganstas?????<br /><br />lets see...what has been going on lately...<br /><br />yesterday...me and zuppy were supposed to chillax cause we haven't in the longest time. i missed him. so it ended up being us, mitch, broze and gozick. we chilled in brozes backyard (hehe) then we all drove to middlesex around 9 for no reason at all. i love singing in the car. broze and i were fucking screaming songs out. zuppy was rapping and gozick was covering his ears. fun stuff. dropped broze off around 10 then mitch and i met up w/ gozick and zups at THE GOLDEN ARCHES lol. went home and passed the fuck out.<br /><br />tonight im going to a party at steven's house. malibu is my bestest friend in the whole world!!! brian and i are supposed to have a shot contest, so we will see how that goes. yeah...should be an interesting night.<br /><br />college has been going well. i really like it and my teachers are cool as hell. haha my alg 2 teacher is fucking crazy. first of all, he doesn't speak english all that well. also, he doesn't know what the hell he is doing. i have decided to write down all the insane things he says during class. the best one so far: 'this is my belief...probably i am wrong'. yeah...he is fucking mad!!!<br /><br />well i am going to go. cause i still have to get ready and i was supposed to be ready a while ago. but i am lazy and extremely tired, so i am taking my sweet old time.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:16523 2004-09-08T03:07:39Z 2004-09-08T03:07:39Z here i go having to clarify myself once again, which i feel as though i shouldn't have to. this message goes out to specific people. you know who you are...<br /><br />first of all, in my opinion, i haven't talked any shit. this journal is my place to vent about things that are bothering me. read if you choose to, but im not asking you to. this thing is my personal space where i can just write down anything i am feeling at the moment whether it is good or bad. writing in here about my problems makes them easier. i don't like confronting people or talking about stuff that is bothering me because i fear the person will get upset w/ me or take things the wrong way. so in order to get my problems out, i write them in here. it helps most of the time. believe me it does. but in no way am i talking shit about anyone. i honestly believe that.<br /><br />next. i didn't mean for that to come out that way. i know i do have problems when it comes to guys. and i completely agree that i need to have my heart broken. maybe even more than once. when i get upset about something, i tend to make the situation larger than it is. i know this and that is immature and selfish of me. it is just that before you guys started hanging out w/ mitch and i everyday, there were never any problems, in my opinion. im not saying it is your fault, im just saying that is when it started to change. and as everyone knows, me and change...well we don't mesh well together. it just seems to me that whenever you guys are around, so is drama. i love you two to death. seriously. you guys are my close friends, but i hate drama. you two have to admit that you make problems when there is nothing wrong in the first place. sometimes it just gets to me. life is too fucking short to fight over silly things. its ridiculus.<br /><br />i apoligize for anything i said that was out of line. and i know i did say some pretty bad stuff...to tell you the truth i dont know what my problem is anymore. it just seems whenever i try and make myself happy or i actually am, something happens to change it...<br /><br />but also i would like to know your opinions on this situation. and let's try and be mature about it. let's talk it out....also i would like to know the real reason why you guys don't hang out or like to hang out w/ me anymore. and don't blame it on this situation, because you have been feeling this way for a while. i know it...<br /><br />also, whenever i hang out w/ you guys, i sort of feel like you are both against me. i don't really know why, but it's just a feeling and it really makes me uneasy...<br /><br />but we should def. talk this out, because things need to be cleared up.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:16052 2004-09-02T15:31:12Z 2004-09-02T15:31:12Z last night, kim, jess, mitch and i went to the mall for a bit. i bought a pair of sneakers :). when we got back, we called up larry cause we haven't seen him in ages. picked him up and went to dunkin donuts, QC and wawa gas station. then chilled outside of his house w/ him and nick. yeah i love those boys and i miss seeing them every day.<br /><br />today i have work from 2-6 in courtesy. i hope steven or someone i know is working w/ me. we will see...<br /><br />i don't really have anything else to talk about so im going to go.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef&lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:15766 2004-09-02T15:23:06Z 2004-09-02T15:23:06Z yeah...so yesterdays entry was a little crazy. i didn't mean for it to come out like that. i should have calmed down before i wrote anything. that was just me talking out of my ass because i was extremely pissed off. certain people still rub me the wrong way sometimes though. but yeah...everything is cool now, even though i still consider some people to be fucked up.<br /><br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:15555 2004-09-01T22:05:53Z 2004-09-01T22:05:53Z all of my so-called friends are really not my friends at all. i'm done w/ each and every one of them. i'm sick of feeling like shit and that's what they do to me. it's too much work to have friends. oh well. don't worry, im not going to stop being friends w/ everyone. just a group of people. you know who you are. to those people...don't call me, don't call yourselves my friends and just leave me the fuck alone.<br /><br />yeah...im pissed!!! so im going to go because i don't feel like writing anymore. i feel like beating the shit out of someone....hmm, maybe i will do that. hehe<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:15329 2004-09-01T16:45:26Z 2004-09-01T16:45:26Z last night was pretty chill, but fun. hung out w/ broze and lys. we just drove around and talked. it was cool. dropped lys home around 10, then mitch called. me, broze and mitch went to joe's house to visit him, diego and dani. then dunkin donuts and visiting kevin. that was pretty much it.<br /><br />i seriously hate girls. when i hung out w/ only guys, there was never a problem. girls are too fucking dramatic and it sucks. cause now one of my friends is mad at me, so that means i can't hang out w/ any of my other friends. she is always w/ them and she doesn't want me there. that's fun. what great fucking friends i have!<br /><br />yeah so i don't know what's going down today. i text edgar to see if he wanted to chill later, but im sure he is not going to answer me. then i asked jess if she wanted to go to the mall (cause we had made plans earlier in the week), but she says kim doesn't want me to go...yeah, so i feel oh so loved by these people i call my close friends...<br /><br />i have nothing else to write about really. so im going to bounce outa here.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:15008 2004-08-31T16:32:33Z 2004-08-31T16:32:33Z last night me, mitch, kimmy, little one, shawn/sean and edgar went to the pool hall. i kick ass at pool. at least that's what i keep telling myself. joe called so i told him and diego to come by too. it was fun. i missed them. left there and decided to go to sandy hook. kim and i were walking into the water and the storm started to come. me, her and shawn all darted back to the cars lol. we all just sat at a picnic bench and watched the storm. then shawn and i walked down to the water and went in a little bit. we ended up standing there and just talking. that was the most i have ever heard him talk. it was cool. i feel i got to know him better. as we were walking back, some drama happened which im not really going to explain. all i'm going to say is that it was pointless, as usual. we all went to dunkin donuts and the gazebo. no one really talked at all though. mitch and i decided to leave and take a trip to QC to see kevin. he is a cool guy. and mitch thinks he is oh so sexy! went back to her house and just chilled till we fell asleep around 6:30am.<br /><br />side note: i love shawn so much for letting me borrow his 311 cd.<br /><br />well i have to get ready for work, which will be fun as always. that's me not being serious. i hate shoprite.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:14600 2004-08-29T19:17:33Z 2004-08-29T19:17:33Z basically i've been hanging out with mitch, kimmy, little one, shawn and edgar mixed with a little bit of broze, d'angie, and jamie. it's been ok i guess.<br /><br />last night chilled w/ my matt for a bit. then we picked up christyna (i missed her sooo much!), broze and lyds. drove around. dropped lyds off and went to pank to meet up w/ the rest of em. then kennedy park where we met up w/ jamie and d'angie. then it was just me, mitch, kim, jess, edgar and shawn. it's fun when shawn turns up the music and i just jam out to it. yeah...then we went to dunkin donuts then mitch and i went to her house.<br /><br />i don't know. things are weird right now. i miss when it was just me, mitch, joe, edgar and diego. things were different then. things were better. now we added more people into the mix, and i'm not saying it's a bad thing, it's just weird. i liked when we would just chill at joe's house even if we had nothing to do. the people i was w/ made it fun. i never really got upset, like i do now...now i don't even talk to joe and diego anymore really. i don't even talk to edgar, and i chill w/ him every night. he has changed too. i miss the way edgar and i acted around each other before we started hanging out w/ new people. hopefully, things will go back to the way they are. they probably won't but i can hope...<br /><br />yeah im done now. enough thinking about the past because it only makes me worry about the future.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:14564 2004-08-27T13:51:01Z 2004-08-27T13:51:01Z yeah so that was a short break. i figure if i have nothing interesting to write about, it is still a place to vent about shit that is bothering me. and there is a lot bothering me and making me unhappy...<br /><br />i don't understand what happened to me and half my friends. it's like every few months, i hang out w/ completely different people. weird. in the beginning of the summer, it was pretty much larry/dan/bob (i think). then it was the freshman for a little. then it was edgar/joe/diego/and everyone else. now it's broze (sometimes)/jess/kim. i don't know why i keep switching around. it makes me sad :(...<br /><br />also, certain people piss me off a great deal. me and one of my friends, have recently been hanging out w/ the same people but we don't speak to each other...at all. confusing? very odd. i don't like that because we usually have so much fun together. he is one of my only friends who i completely trust and we became close friends pretty fast. oh well...i guess that is going to change.<br /><br />yeah so im done venting for now, because i need to go smoke a cigarette. so im going to peace out.<br /><br />&lt;3 REEF urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:14289 2004-08-25T04:07:23Z 2004-08-25T04:07:23Z yeah...so i've come to the conclusion that this journal is pointless. i have nothing to write about anymore. ever. and no one wants to read about me doing absolutely nothing. so i'm taking a break. maybe i will update when i actually have something worth writing about.<br /><br />if you still want to know what i do everyday, i will let you know right now. the same thing happens all the time and it will probably continue. basically my friends and i drive around and i get depressed. i never feel like talking about it, because i don't think anyone will understand. actually i don't think i want anyone to. i don't care to share my problems, i will just keep them to myself.<br /><br />i seriously think i have problems...well i guess everyone does. but it's gotten to a point where i don't know what the hell to do anymore. i think i need to see someone and get put on some sort of medication. cause i am not a pleasant person to be around, ever. not anymore at least. i have no idea what triggered it, but no matter how hard i try, i can't fix it. i don't even have the energy or willingness to do so. i just don't care anymore.<br /><br />yeah so im done for a while.<br /><br />peace.<br />reef. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:14063 2004-08-22T19:58:58Z 2004-08-22T19:58:58Z i've come to the realization that i am no one's best friend anymore. i feel as though all my friends are leaving me, and it wouldn't be the first time it has happened. i feel that i am going to have to start over w/ a whole new crowd. idk why and im not saying that i want to, i just having a feeling that is going to happen.<br /><br />why do things have to change? why do people have to change? everything always changes when you least expect it to. and it never seems to be for the better...<br /><br />oh well. life goes on.<br /><br />yeah idk why im writing in her like every 5 minutes, but im bored and being bored makes me think about shit that's bothering me.<br /><br />&lt;3 REEF urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:13645 2004-08-22T19:44:07Z 2004-08-22T19:44:07Z -i hate people who claim to be my friends but really treat me like shit<br />-i hate liars<br />-i hate people that use me<br />-i hate that i can only trust a couple people<br />-i hate that going out only makes me depressed<br />-i hate that staying in makes me depressed<br />-i hate the boring life i lead<br />EVERYTHING FUCKING SUCKS!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:13326 2004-08-21T18:43:41Z 2004-08-21T18:43:41Z FATA-Cherry Kiss Yesterday was just a chill day. nothing exciting going on. but does anything exciting ever go on? i think not. anyways, woke up really early to go shopping. got some new clothes. called up jess and we went to SR to get my paycheck. then we went to kimmy's house and watched some tv. it was fun. i haven't just chilled at someones house in a while. we usually end up driving around so it was cool doing something different. jess and i were hungry so we all went to mcdonalds. i haven't had a full meal there in over five months. went to jess' house to watch a movie. we decided to watch crossroads because i have never seen it before. but halfway through, i found it to be the most pointless movie i have ever seen and i told her to turn it off. so we played nintendo instead. kimmy slept for a few hours because she didn't feel good :(. we met up w/ mitch and steve and went to cartman's house cause he was having a party. there were a couple cute guys there which was a plus. but i didn't get to talk to them at all cause i had to go home soon. so i just started the drinking right away. chugged (?) down a beer as fast as i could even though my stomach was killing me. then had a few shots of coconut rum (not malibu though). went home.<br /><br />today i have to work from 4-1130 which sucks major ass. at least steve is working w/ me until 10. i'm going to try and convince him to stay later. hehe<br /><br />yeah so i have no idea what else to right so im going to bounce.<br /><br />&lt;3 REEF urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:13210 2004-08-19T14:56:52Z 2004-08-19T14:56:52Z chilled w/ broze and lyds. smoked. picked up lys. ate. smoked again. drove around. went to mitchs. went to ritas. chilled w/ mitch edgar jess and kim.<br /><br />i was in such a bad mood yesterday. i seriously need to stay away from certain people for a while. i don't mean that in a bad way, i'm just...well i need to meet new people. just to change things up a little bit. to make life interesting. i cant just chill w/ the exact same people day after day and do basically the same things. i don't know how the hell anyone could do that. so i think i'm going to take a break for a few days then start hanging out w/ different people sometimes. not all the time, just...sometimes. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:12822 2004-08-17T15:46:27Z 2004-08-17T15:46:27Z A Lack of Color-DCFC did absolutely nothing until i had to go to work. work from 4-11. long day. but it was pretty fun. tried my first taco, which was very yummy. then watched some guy steal $133 worth of batteries. haha funny shit when five cop cars showed up and arrested his ass. umm...yeah so work was quite interesting. i like working in courtesy and i like working till 11. after work, jess, kim, mitch and i went to pank and chilled there till i had to go home.<br /><br />today work from 4-11. i think i get to work with steven which will be fun. stoner hehe.<br /><br />peace<br />REEF urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lacking_vision:12737 2004-08-15T13:12:10Z 2004-08-15T13:12:10Z Flowing-311 last night mitch, matt and i went over nicks to have our own little party. nick whipped out some bacardi and malibu. i was oh so excited. malibu is my best friend. i took it slow at first and had some malibu mixed w/ orange juice. then i decided to kick it up a notch. matt and i were taking shots. he stopped after a while so i took shots w/ nick. then matt wanted to take more, so i did more w/ him. i was fucking gone. that was a lot of alcohol. i begged nick all night to go into the hot tub so we all finally went in. hot as fucking balls. stayed in for a while then went back up to nicks room. i passed the fuck out cause i was so wasted. woke up about 530am to nick and mitch talking. matt was sort of sleeping. talked for a few minutes. i remember taking a few pulls of a cigarette then putting it out b/c i was too tired to smoke it. then i fell back asleep. woke up around 8. everyone else was up. mitch drove me home so she could sleep. i was going to sleep but im not that tired anymore. just a little bit hungover. and i NEVER get hungover. my stomach is killing me. if i eat something it will probably just come right back up again. nasty.<br /><br />well i have nothing else to really write about. so i'm going to bounce.<br /><br />REEF